Violence, hatred, anger and rage right there from a selfish little boy. That's my tooth (one of 4) that was fractured and broken, and part of my jaw bone, which I just found out was broken. Chalk up another broken bone to the incident which nearly killed me, (10 now) in 2006. Lucky to still be here, but only the few will truly understand what I have gone through. Pain was not the hard part. Domestic Violence is something I talk about!
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If there is anyone who is suffering from domestic violence, I strongly urge you to get help NOW. This is what happens when one thinks they can "control" the situation. It took 3 big guys to get this psychotic individual off me, as he was killing me. That jaw fragment was smashed high impact on vehicles and windows of vehicles, and kicked with sturdy boots- high velocity. I have based my life on protecting and securing people, places and things because of this. I was told by a very well known (at the time) Canadian family that I had "Brittle" bones and I should go "in and get tested". That was 24 hours post incident, when they were essentially my safe house. I found my broken clavicle, jaw in 2 places, (now 3) and orbital. Brittle bones my ass. Tough as nails for a woman, considering I delivered one hell of a head-butt with my own face, while struggling to free myself of a paralyzing bear hug to constrict my lungs and stop my heart. To this day no one understands how I am still alive... nor I for that matter. I suppose to instruct others on how to avoid this and help fellow women in trouble. This is my station in life. I am a Protector and will always be. Very funny now, but the "man" who did this to me now fears me, and his family (influential and well known here) avoid looking at me... admission of guilt. I hope it eats them up. Fitting. It is amazing how much I know, based off my own experience and now training in how to properly protect a woman who is going through the absolute threat of loss of life and limb in a domestic case. I was lucky to get away from a contracted hit out on me (hitman had a change in heart and instead asked my family for a "loan"- same amount that the hit was...And post training I was like a cat playing with mouse on the second attempt, and still have the emails (in Spanish) which profess all. Domestic violence is no laughing matter and claims lives. The statistics for women first of all SURVIVING violence from the one who claims to love her and then surviving the onslaught of attacks, stalking and threats is low. I refused to become just another statistic and spent a massive amount of cash on high up training, and most of my buddies are well recognized in the realm, and they respect me as a female, in their sandbox. To this day I will use all my knowledge and resources to protect and keep alive a woman... if she truly wants to leave. All my past cases have been women who turn right back around and stick to their antagonizes and/or abusers. I have no time or patience for this. In or out. I sympathize, but I will not support this. I recommend everyone read Ann Rules true crime books, where the men in the women's lives just couldn't let go.....
Unfortunately I feel like I have done everything I possibly can in warning not only this community, but women just what type of a monster this is... I have a sinking feeling that one day, one woman will not be as lucky as I was. I barely lived.
Who else beyond Ann Rule openly speaks about this? Hardly anyone. There is nothing to be ashamed of, embarrassed or the like... The animal who dares to beat a woman corrals her into his world. He separates and keeps her alienated from family and friends. He is backed by family and friends, and professed to be the most stand-up of men... really he is a self loathing woman hater and in most cases, secretly gay. Angry at women for his plight and takes it out on them.
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If there is anyone who is suffering from domestic violence, I strongly urge you to get help NOW. This is what happens when one thinks they can "control" the situation. It took 3 big guys to get this psychotic individual off me, as he was killing me. That jaw fragment was smashed high impact on vehicles and windows of vehicles, and kicked with sturdy boots- high velocity. I have based my life on protecting and securing people, places and things because of this. I was told by a very well known (at the time) Canadian family that I had "Brittle" bones and I should go "in and get tested". That was 24 hours post incident, when they were essentially my safe house. I found my broken clavicle, jaw in 2 places, (now 3) and orbital. Brittle bones my ass. Tough as nails for a woman, considering I delivered one hell of a head-butt with my own face, while struggling to free myself of a paralyzing bear hug to constrict my lungs and stop my heart. To this day no one understands how I am still alive... nor I for that matter. I suppose to instruct others on how to avoid this and help fellow women in trouble. This is my station in life. I am a Protector and will always be. Very funny now, but the "man" who did this to me now fears me, and his family (influential and well known here) avoid looking at me... admission of guilt. I hope it eats them up. Fitting. It is amazing how much I know, based off my own experience and now training in how to properly protect a woman who is going through the absolute threat of loss of life and limb in a domestic case. I was lucky to get away from a contracted hit out on me (hitman had a change in heart and instead asked my family for a "loan"- same amount that the hit was...And post training I was like a cat playing with mouse on the second attempt, and still have the emails (in Spanish) which profess all. Domestic violence is no laughing matter and claims lives. The statistics for women first of all SURVIVING violence from the one who claims to love her and then surviving the onslaught of attacks, stalking and threats is low. I refused to become just another statistic and spent a massive amount of cash on high up training, and most of my buddies are well recognized in the realm, and they respect me as a female, in their sandbox. To this day I will use all my knowledge and resources to protect and keep alive a woman... if she truly wants to leave. All my past cases have been women who turn right back around and stick to their antagonizes and/or abusers. I have no time or patience for this. In or out. I sympathize, but I will not support this. I recommend everyone read Ann Rules true crime books, where the men in the women's lives just couldn't let go.....
Unfortunately I feel like I have done everything I possibly can in warning not only this community, but women just what type of a monster this is... I have a sinking feeling that one day, one woman will not be as lucky as I was. I barely lived.
Who else beyond Ann Rule openly speaks about this? Hardly anyone. There is nothing to be ashamed of, embarrassed or the like... The animal who dares to beat a woman corrals her into his world. He separates and keeps her alienated from family and friends. He is backed by family and friends, and professed to be the most stand-up of men... really he is a self loathing woman hater and in most cases, secretly gay. Angry at women for his plight and takes it out on them.